If any lecturer is to see this, too bad. Its just my way of venting my anger. If LEESH can scold us any oh how, I dont see why I cant do this.
Apparently, I was call a person with no common sense and was attck verbally.
Case1 *
The lecturer LEESH ask me to pour this so-call-acid solution into another bottle. Then, I was thinking. Is she testing me or really she wants me to pour the acid into another bottle?
I contemplated. WHY? Because in clinical area, you're NOT supposed to put back any solution you have pour out back into the bottle.
Then, she scolded me.
LEESH: Aiyo! Pour the solution into the bottle. Whats the problem? You have no common sense you know! -giving me this fuck face
LEESH: All of you are so pampered. Not street smart at all.
How does she know all of us are not street smart? Just a 1 bundle and thats it?
I never reason out with her why I contemplated. I told myself, ok nevermind.
Still, Im very un-happy that she makes such remarks. Its an insult to me! I dont see any need to even question my common sense.
Case2 *
We are supposed to check if we place a tube to the stomach correctly. ( But in school, we try on dummys. Thus, its not stomach but bottle )
You know the stomach have acid juice right. When tested with litmus paper, it'll turn red.
LEESH make it very clear to us. Dont touch the bottle aka the so-call-stomach lah. So, inside this bottle, theres no acid solution. Then when 1 of my group member aspirate the solution, it did not turn the litmus paper pink.
Obvious right? Cause, its not an acidic solution. We've been thought if litmus paper did not turn red, we cant continue with feeding. WE KNOW!
In this case, its a dummy. So, we continue on to the next step. Feeding.
LEESH: Eh, why did you continue with the feeding? The litmus paper did not turn red.
Me: Ya, we know. We continue with feeding because we know that theres no acid solution inside. But if its in patient, we'll never feed.
LEESH: Now its not the question of whether theres an acid solution or not. The problem is why did you continue feeding when you know the litmus paper did not turn pink?
Me: You're the one who told us not to touch the bottle. So we just continue
LEESH still insisted the same question.
Its so obvious its partly her mistake right? Why blame it all on us?
Case3 *
LEESH: Why is there 7 people in your group and others have 5
My Group: Dont know, youre the one who assign us to be in the group.
LEESH: Then you dont know how to ask me and look around ah? Why is it that your group have 7 people while others have 5?
My Group: (We kept quiet)
LEESH: 1 of you go to another group.
Everyone just stay put. I was asking my friend how to chart properly.
LEESH: Dont pretend youre reading. Im talking to you.
Me: ( I look at her) She wasnt looking or talking to me what.
I roll my eyes. I feel that shes too much. She dont admits her own mistake for goodness sake! So what if you're a lecturer? It does not give you any right to vent your anger on us students. You can correct our mistake. But must you do it in such a way that youre embarassing your student?
We hate each other. The feeling is mutual.
1 comments:
uhuh!
that's always something haywire going on with this lectures! hahaha. btw, when is your attachment uh? tell me! mine is mid of July. *butterflies in the tuummy*
you take care aiite. <3
Loves;
Fezzah
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