people change.

its funny when you think you know that person well, then he turns out different. so much different.

when i feel that i nearly found the cause of my trouble and want so much to tell him that i hate him, i did not do it.

so instead, i hide myself away from him. and when i finally want to apologise for hiding and going missing and telling him he is the cause of my misery, the woman in his life now come screaming at me.

saying im rude and not caring for him. that woman is an outsider and she does not know anything. oh my god, get your facts right first.

i dis-like them. period.

ok, lets look at the brighter side of my life now.

our relationship had last for 9 months now - since 27.10.05! thank you for all the time, effort, money spent. although we might not agree with things now and then, i know we still love each other no matter what :)

and thank you for that Perlini's silver necklace! how sweet.

and to my closest girls, shareen and clara. thank you for calling up most of the time to ask about my well-being. you girls are my pillar of strength!

oh, to Missah - my primary school best friend! thank you for tagging. and i updated already! see :)