im a SLAVE??

gorging yourself with food is a good way to drown ones' unhappiness.

someone said that im like a slave ; subjected for disposal anytime.
then i ask myself,

'Why are you making a big fuss just because i need to go over there during my birthday?'
my closest babe/s too are unhappy but not to the extent of comparing me to be like a slave.

Yes, as much as i hate her and i know that helping her will not be appreciated, im just trying to help.

why not look at this from a diff angle?
its not every year that i got to celebrate my birthday over there. so, i might just as well ENJOY it.

i will still be back here and celebrate my birthday with you guys. its not as if im gone forever.

PS: im not angry when i type all this. really, seriously :) and

im not calling tonight. my brain is in a mess. and so are yours.
i dont feel like arguing nor reasoning it out today.