disgusted

the pain is unbearable .. .. excruciating .. .. i feel like tearing apart.

MY BACK HURTS!

well, not exactly my back. but more to my left side of my hip. i don't know what cause this. whatever it is, i need a masseur NOW!
someone? anyone?

went to settle some household matters with fat aunt. OMG. she force me to eat. i had a heavy lunch already! and my stomach was still bloated. so much so that you can see my tummy ever so big! and so, i did eat a little. ok, this is the disgusting part. she was eating this chicken soup.

and you know what she did? she just scoop the chicken out from the bowl and like an animal tear the meat with her teeth! HELLO??!! people are like staring. i was embarassed to be sitting next to her. all the bones of the poor animal were spit on the table. GROSS.

and let me tell you guys something. she was wearing denture aka false teeth! i was so scared that when she tear the meat with her teeth, her dentures would just fly! woo - imagine that.

*anyway, this is a plea to anyone who is capable of healing my back. or to anyone who can recomend me a masseur.

i feel like dying. help me please.